Holding on...
OK i know its almost been a year and that's a long time, which is why i feel this blog is going to be s special one, special because it will be a little different, a way that who ever reading this gets at least a fair idea of how my time has been. Allot has happened in my life in the past months and it has changed me as a person...or so id like to believe. Iv been hurt, selfish and strong and iv seen myself go through it all. Iv seen hope, miracles and blessings and iv seen trying, luck and love all work in ways we usually read about in those sappy self help books or on those TV shows we just happen to see while changing channels. Iv seen change come and go like i would never have imagined to see and its all been one hell of a ride. All these thoughts have been circling in my head along with memories, secrets, lies and some bits of reality in my very illogical mind, and iv just been keeping it in me all this time learning every time i bring them back from the back of my mind to jus...